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I sit here reflecting after a really chaotic 7 days, and realize that life is crazy as hell and very unpredictable.  Without going into details, a series of events led me to talking to my first love again, to realize that the feelings that I had never faded.  My stomach has been upset for the last two days, I’ve had no appetite, I haven’t slept much… but I’ve been happy!  I can’t really explain it, but there’s something that keeps us coming back together, and even if nothing happens, just to know that those feelings are still there is amazing.

I don’t really have much to update about, as I haven’t been playing much poker or done anything productive that I feel compelled to write about, but I just wanted to say that if there is a certain person that you still care about.. let them know.  You don’t know how they’ll react, and while that may be a bad thing, every now and then you might be surprised.

T.

So, Halloween party was last night.  I blew off the WSOP circuit event in Indiana to go to this party because my “date” was an absolute knockout.  Welllll, she got sick yesterday morning, so I had to make a last-second run to Halloween USA.  I ended up getting an Oinky McBacon costume that was pretty hilarious, and I ended up having an alright time.  Can’t really say it was great, but I did get a number, and I met a couple of cool people, so it wasn’t a huge failure, although I’d rather have gone to Indiana.

Getting back to poker today was fun.. I made enough to be confident to move back up to 3/6 and 5/10, so I’ll be back at that starting tomorrow.  And speaking of tomorrow, I sign my papers to get the money for my 350Z!  I can’t wait to get the actual car.

I really liked the motivation of having a goal, so I’m starting a new goal.  Starting with this session, I will try my hardest to not look at my HM results until November 30th.  I think I’ll stop creating useless goals (the 2/4 goal) if I don’t see how much I’m down, and I won’t go on a spending spree if I don’t see how much I’m up.  So I’ll be trying that out and updating on how that goes.

Busy week this week, signing loan papers tomorrow, getting car hopefully Tuesday, Skyler’s 21st birthday dinner on Wednesday, Hooter’s with Pete and whoever else on Thursday, and going out with Skyler on Friday/Saturday maybe for her birthday stuff.  Probably not too many hands will get put in this week, but who cares?  It’s +life EV.

Peace.